There's a reason I said I'd be happy alone. It wasn't 'cause I thoughtI'd be happy alone. It was because I thoughtif I loved someone... And then it fell apart... I might not make it. It's easier to be alone. Because what if you learnthat you need love And then you don't have it? What if you like itand lean on it? What if you shape your life around it... And then... It falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying. The only difference is... Death ends. This? It could go on forever
Meredith Grey the last scean Grey's anatomy season 7
نوبة الارق تعود من جديد هذه المرة تأتينى بأحلام مزعجة الى حد الكوابيس لا اتذكر منها شئ غير اثار التشنجات الناتجة عنها عندما اصحو اصحو انظر لسقف غرفتى اللملم شتات افكارى ارتشف الماء فى محاولة منى للسكينة اتكور على نفسى واغمض عيناى من جديد واخذ نفس عميق واتصور اى شئ اخر غير اننى هنا على قيد الحياة