الثلاثاء، 12 يونيو 2012

moving in slow motion

I feel like I’m moving in slow motion
like I’m moving in slow motion and everything around me is
moving so fast.
and I just want to go back
to when things were normal when
i wasn't
poor izzie laying on the bathroom floor in her prom dress with her dead fiancé
but I am
so I can't
and i'm
just stuck
And there's all this pressure
 ‘cause everyone's hovering around me,
waiting for me to do something or say something
or flip out or yell or cry some more and I’m happy to play my part
I’m happy to say the lines and do whatever it is
that I’m supposed to be doing if it will make everyone feel more comfortable
but i don't
i don't know how to do this
i don't know how to be this person
 i don't
i don't know who this person is

how did this happen
?how did we end up here
Greys_Anatomy season 3